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my love of romance ❤

hey, it’s been a while but i am back! i hope you’re doing well, bestie! lately, i have been sooooo in love with romance books. i was in one of my worst reading slumps for maybe a month but then i started reading romance and i was… smitten. i wanted to share with you guys some of the books i fell in love with this year. these are books i loved and definitely plan on rereading. if you’d like to fall in love with love, i recommend you pick up a copy of these books… okay? let us begin! All…

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sheeeeeeeeeeeesh

Just like the rest of y’all, these past couple of years has been stesssfuuullll. But I am trying to get things back together and get consistent with the things I enjoy again. I really missed blogging and making YouTube videos but I’ve felt this intense block. I felt like I had nothing interesting to say and that no one even cares about what I shared but now… I no longer give a shit because I really like making content. I love chatting about things that come to mind and so I am back with a vengeance. Now allow me to…

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my favorite writing resources 

I am not a taught writer and so sometimes i feel like i’m lacking. I wonder if i’m writing a scene using the right amount of emotion or care and so i spend a stupid amount of time devouring resources to give me a better One stop for writers is an amazing resource because it gives you information on emotions and settings. it describes the ways your characters would react in certain circumstances. it is by far my favorite writing resource (i plan on doing a give. away soon for this subscription) https://onestopforwriters.com/ Toni Adeyemi created a site with so…

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NaNoWriMo 2021

Hello it has been a minute since ive written but this year has been… exhausting. Im currently listening to Adele’s new album and being cured of all stresses and insecurities. im waiting until its a little later for me to really get into my feelings and drink some wine while crying to this freaking album. To be Loved actually had me sobbing earlier today. this woman has crack in her voice and we are all addicted. okay, now that im done with that for now, lets get to what i came here for. this year, i participated in nanowrimo with…

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The ‘Am I A Lesbian?’ Masterdoc is amazing.

Back in 2018, I often found myself swooning over garbage men and pretending like their horrible behavior was amazing. Though I identified as bisexual, I was still too afraid to date women. I mean, I still am. Approaching or asking out a woman or non-binary person feel scarier than asking out a man. I used to tie my worth to whether or not a man liked me (trust me, admitting it now is kind of embarrassing.) I basked in male attention, even when it was toxic and horrible and all of my best friends reminded me over and over how…

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I think of love as such a tentative thing.

I think of love as such a tentative thing. I think that if I get close If I try and touch it,  If I hold it in my hand, it will break Crumble Burn Disappear. The moments when I feel like I could love I could be loved I hesitate I feel the crumble.  I feel the burn. I feel the break. So much so I refuse to touch it I can’t get near it I am so scared that it will crumble and break Loving is scary And so far It is so much easier to love one-sided The…

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Writing update!

32 Orchard Street is slowly losing its place in my heart. I feel excitement and joy for these characters in autumn when things are cold and orange and the feeling of wicked witches whispering in the dark keeping me thrilled and motivated but now I kind of want to write something else. I won’t leave you hanging. I will tell you what happens to Leo but their story will come slower. As a writer, I’m realizing the difficulties forcing a story along. It’s painful and in authentic. I want to find something that flows, that brings me joy. Something hew…

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What happened to Leo? | 32 Orchard Street

“Alright, kids. It’s time for me to make us all some celebratory burgers! Prepare yourselves for JOY!” Calle half yelled and half slurred  to their crew making their way back into Diane’s house. Today they celebrated the fact that everyone has now moved into 32 Orchard Street. Violet was the last to move. Her mother refused to let her leave but after some persuading and a little bit of magic. The 20 year old is now living in a home with 4 other adults and a minor. “I already ordered us all some sushi. No cooking for you. You drank…

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32 Orchard Street’s New Years Resolutions

Diane Maya Johnson, 25: “My plans for the new year are to actually start jogging at least twice a week. I haven’t been working out but I do want to be fit. I would also like to make sure that I can protect my friends by perfecting this damned protection spell. Grandma gave me this recipe but it doesn’t seem to be working. Following recipes are one thing but making sure you have the right energy when making it is another. I have no idea how not to panic every time I turn on the burner. Last but not least,…

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Christmas Tree Lighting| 32 Orchard Street

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!!! HAPPIEST OF HOLIDAYS!!!!!! “Where has all the eggnog gone?” asked Peter. “We do not drink eggnog in this household so what the hell were you drinking?” Justin laughed and kissed his boyfriend on the forehead. “It was here, in this jar. It was so good…” Peter slurred, giving his boyfriend sad puppy dog eyes. “Baby, that was coquito and I don’t think you should have anymore. we haven’t even lit the tree yet.” Peter sighed and leaned heavily on Justin– Justin giggled and pulled him close. “Diane, when are we lighting the tree? I have to put…

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I write stuff about gay nerds. I hope you like it. im currently working on a podcast, a book and moving. pray for me.


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